Ca fait au bout......

HEY YOU ALL !!! iT'S BEEN A MONTH THA T I DIDN'T COME HERE .....So much shit is going on I don't know where to start first all SCHOOL IS OUT !!! yes good i am so glad, Jodan started a new day care today and he seems to like it, yesterday when i went with him to show him is new friends and all he didn't seem to appreciate it but today it was alright...may be the fact that it's a guy that takes care of him the day when good he stock like clue for awhile until his grand ma came and saw him....yep she came along too and Brandon well i don't have to tell you that he was glad that Jprdan wasn't gona be at home today ... I don't understand why he seem to hate his brother so much well kids wil be kids but i need to figure it out soon i don't want them to be like this all the time. I can't imagine them grown up and not talking to each other like me and my sister i find that so upsetting sometimes... anyway to change subjet, i has told some of you guys that i had an eye on a someone special that i wrote him a letter tellinghim all my feelings towards him and that this one girl stole him away from me because she knew in advance that i was gonna write to him and she made such that she got to him before me well it didn't work out,why don't ask me but it seem that this guy did not have the same feelings for me that i had for him, all i know i that he told me that it would not work out betwen the 2 of us. It doesn't really matter i'll talk to him asomeday and find out what happen really did she really come between the 2 or was it my imagination that played games on me ??? Other than that well i was suppose to go up to montreal on the 9 th and of course since everyone is letting me done well my friend did too ..Her "boyfriend" doesn't want her to take her car to montreal because it'a old and we may stayin rack in no where land but i should of known that from the beginning of course!!! Anyway it doesn't really matter now. So i planned a trip for nothing, Enough with the negatif lets move on to the positif now i had one of my step brothers that got married on the 25 th of June couldn't make it but it's alright i am not close to him anyway, i am happy for him he found is true love it will be my turn soon and other than that my brother Sylvain os suppose to come up but not guarantied i hope so i haven't seen him in 2 years now. berandon is not iving me to much problem for his school work yep the teacher gave him things to do during the summer break because she doesn't want him to forget wehat he learned during the school year he will be retaking his first grade i'm glad i've been fighting with them since the month of febuary for this, with the new reform at school they don't make student retake a grade unless it's necessary and they have 2 year to learn some amount of things but i think that it will be better for him with everything his been threw this year poor thing....since a couple of months now i've been going on a site and i made myself pretty special friends the site is about poeple who have lost loved ones and sincerely since i have been going there ireally appreciate those who i meet some of them don't have it easy i tell you. If i may i will tell you a littl e bit about the lady who started all of this she is so specail a real sweetheart she wrote a book about her son, she had a son who lived only 14 days but she tell the story of how she lived those moment with her son in details it's so touching to see all the pain she goes threw withher husband it's amazing to read the story. Anyway everyone on that site is so understandable and conforting it's great.Everything i lived and living right now it's not always pink but compared to them it's nothing losing a child is something no mother wish i tell you ....I hope every one is doing fine and here life goes on and everything is good so i guess this is it for me i shall come back sooner than a month now .....Bon ben en gros pour traduire pour vous tous en francais car je sais que quelques uns de vous ne comprennent pas l'anglais je dis que tous va bien que l'ecole est fini que Jordan a commencé sa nouvelle gardeire qu'il s l'air a bien aimé il a un gars comme eduacteur et que son frere est bien content qu'il ne soit pas a la maison le jour je comprend pas pourkoi ils s'aiment pas ces 2 la mais il y a rien a y comprendre j'esperes juste que ca dura pas mais jele voispas a l'adolescence s'hair la face comme moi et ma soeur presentement, je trouve ca de valeur que nous pouvons pas nous parler mais kest tu veux la vie est faite comme ca et je dis aussi que j'ai ecris une lettre a une gars sur qui je trippais et que ca na pas fonctionner car il y a une fille qui est venur ce mettre en nous 2 pour faire de la merde car elle savait tres bien que j'etais pour lui ecrire une lettre et je sais pas pourkoi ca n'a pas fonctionner tous ce qu'il m'a dit c'est qu'il ne resentais pas les meme sentiment que moi et que ca ne pourrais pas fonctionner ennous 2 mais bref mais que je me decide de lui parler je vais avoir la verité en face .. et j'ai dit aussi que Brandon allait reprendre sa premiere année et que j'etais bien contente car je me battais avec la commission scolaire depuis le mois de fevrier pour qu'il l'a reprenne car aujourd'hui avec a nouvelle reforme scolaire il ne font plus doubler les etudiant il ont 2 ans pour leur apprendre a certain nombre de chose et la il les font doubler mais je suis bien contente parceque dans le fond avec tous ce qu'il a vecu cet année c'est meiux pour lui et en plus il a des devoir a faire pour ne pas oublier ce qu'il a appris cet année et il ne me donne pas trop de trouble pour faire ses choses. Je disais aussi sur une autre note heureuse que j,aiun de mes demi frere qui s'est marier le 25 de Juin j'ai pas pu montermais c'est pas grave j'etais pas tresporche de lui de toute facon et mon frere Sylvain est suppose venir cet ete mais pas sure et je disais aussi que j'etais supose aller a montreal mais comme d'habitude ....
que tous le monde me laisse tomber et bien ma copine avec qui j'etais suppose de monter son "chum" veut pas qu'elle prenne son auto pour aller a montreal car c'est une vieille auto et on pourrait rester en rack quelque part de non connu ... Je disais aussi que je frequente un site depuis une couple de mois maintenant que j'apprecie beaucoup les gens sont super sympa et je me suis fait des bonnes amies virtuelle et je disais qu'elle qui a crééer ce site est une super femme car avec tous ce qu'elle a vecu elle ne s'est pas laisser abbattre je suis sure que tous ce que j'ai vecu et tous ce que je vis n'equivaut pas a toute ce qu'elle a pu vivre c'est le cauchemar de toute les meres de perdre un enfant !!!Je suis fiere de dire que c'est mon amie et que je l'aime fort fort Merci Steph de m'avoir fait decouvrir ton petit coin de paradis ma cocotte !!!! En bref tout cva bien dans mon coin et j'esperes la mem chose pour vous !!!!!!je vous promet de revenir bientot avant un mois !!!!!! bye Huguette kiss a tous...